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She's Bleeding, Bleeding. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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She's Bleeding, Bleeding.

She’s Bleeding, She’s Bleeding. Verse 1- Somebody hide her away. She’s dying, dying. Somebody take her out. She’s lying, lying. This is the last thing I wanted. Watching her do this is just torture. Please, someone hide her. She’s crying now. She’s dying now. And I don’t know how to stop it. [She blames it on herself.] Chorus- Lost all intelligence. Turned into arrogance. She didn’t know what else to do. Shut her eyes and told herself lies. And now she’s helpless without you. She’s only bleeding. But she’s worth keeping. Anyway. [Anyway.] Her ignorance is my pain. Ver

Some Of Us Just Get Lucky:1 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Some Of Us Just Get Lucky:1

Some of Us Just Get Lucky Chapter 1- Try and Fix This, Dear. I Dare You. This is a cruel, unfair life we all live in, but once in a while, we come across something special; something that makes all the hurt and worry quake in fear themselves; something that makes our hearts beat quite fast; it gets our blood pouring through our veins, which then seem as if they were dormant in comparison; something that takes over our bodies, our souls and our thoughts, as if it were a great criminal, breaking into the very frame of our existence. This something kindly takes a nightmare and trades it in for a sweet dream once it comes along, filled with h

You Haven't Changed Bit. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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You Haven't Changed Bit.

Verse 1- Don't tell me you're sorry Because I know you're not. Don't pretend. I can see through that fake apology And it's my turn to get the last laugh. Looks like this love story just came to an end. Chorus- I watched our romance crash and burn, And not gracefully, I might add. I think there' something we both need to learn here, And it's that liars get nowhere. All they get is their fair share of misery. I hope you're prepared. Verse 2- Did you really think I wouldn't realize The insincerity behind those vacant eyes? Well, you though wrong, Dear. I'm going to tell you something, and there is no repeating. So I'll say it l

Honey, Things Have Changed. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Honey, Things Have Changed.

Verse 1- Here I am, and Sweetie, This is your last chance To say you're sorry. I believed you over and over again And I still don't understand That you're nothing but a liar. Sorry, Honey, But Things Are About To Change. Chorus- Lie after lie and tear after tear, I cry, But it's about time that I realized That I hate you. Sweetie, I hate you, And don't pretend you don't know why. Verse 2- I'm going to change this. There you arem and You look pretty damn clueless right now. Because, all of a sudden, I've forgotten how T play your little games. Your act was cute, but it's over now. So go ahead, giggle and take a bow. [Mig

Til Tonight Do Us Part 1 -LAK by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Til Tonight Do Us Part 1 -LAK

‘Til Tonight Do Us Part 1 Like A Knife Side Series *Pete’s POV* “Come on, Patty.” I insisted through my cell phone. “It’ll be fun! And maybe you’ll meet someone.” “Parties just aren’t my thing, Pete. You know how shy I am.” Patrick objected, as he would do anything in his power to make me shut up and leave him to his lonely self. “It’s time for shy Patrick to come out of his shell and find a new Patrick. One who can talk to girls and go to parties all the time.” I said, trying desperately to convince him to accompany me there. “And I’ll be there to help you

Like A Knife Part 47 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Like A Knife Part 47

Like A Knife Part 47 My cell phone went off and awoke me from an unpleasant sleep, filled with hopes of redemption. I just wanted him back. “Hello?” I asked groggily. “Cammykins?” I heard Brendon’s voice on the other side of the phone. “Yeah, Brennybear?” I wondered, knowing that he still hadn’t heard of Ryan’s…death. I choked the word out in my mind, with much hatred. “I can come pick you up now.” He told me. “Um, Brenny, I’m…I’m not there. I’m at Ry’s house.” I explained to him, gulping nervously. “Oh, they let him out already? That

Like A Knife Part 46 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Like A Knife Part 46

Like A Knife Part 46 No. No! Stop it! I woke up to the screeching of the heart monitor. The once varying line was now straight and bloodcurdling, a sign of sure death. Tears sprung at my eyes immediately, as I shook his arm like he would wake up. “Ry? Ryan?!” I screamed, waiting for my mind to reawaken and bring me back to his hospital room, as he slept calmly and peacefully. I closed my eyes and wished so hard that I thought my brain was going to just give up and shut down on me; nothing happened. When I opened them, he was there, his breathing at a painful halt, as doctors and nurses of all kinds rushed in a hasty type of despe

Like A Knife Part 45 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Like A Knife Part 45

Like A Knife Part 45 Ry had fallen asleep shortly after they had left. I couldn’t imagine the pain he was in; I knew that it was much worse than the heavy heart that I was experiencing now, and that alone was enough to make me double over in tears. Add numerous broken bones, some immense pain, some huge gashes all over my body and a hospital bed, and you could call me as good as Ryan. Almost as good as dead. His heart monitor was slowing. I looked at it, horribly worried, as I sat next to him. Brendon took my hand and pulled my closer to his warm chest, underneath a pink hoodie that I had seen in numerous pictures. He leaned into my ea

Like A Knife Part 44 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Like A Knife Part 44

Like A Knife Part 44 After another hour and a half of waiting, the nurse was in our waiting room, telling us that everything was fine for us to come in. She didn’t seem in a rush at all, which made me terribly angry; my best friend for my whole life was at the risk of dying, lying on the hospital bed just as his father had years before, his will drowned and dead to press on. I just wanted to tell him how sorry I was for putting him through so much, all for nothing. Nothing except a place in Brendon’s arms. The clock read ten thirty when we walked into his room. Tears pooled in my eyes like rain in a hole in the sidewalk, already c

Like A Knife Part 43 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Like A Knife Part 43

Like A Knife Part 43 I watched the ambulance speed out of sight, lights flashing violently to warn by passers of the urgency. As it disappeared out of sight, I let worried tears spill down my face from my eyes. He held me so close that I could nearly hear his heart beat. So close that we were breathing in unison; so close that I could have sworn I was melting into him. As I blinked back the tears and avoided his eyes, I felt him press him full lips firmly against my forehead, trying desperately to console me. But when I pulled away, I realized something horrifying that could haunt my dreams for years to come; I was not the only one in need o

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She's Bleeding, Bleeding. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Some Of Us Just Get Lucky:1 by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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You Haven't Changed Bit. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Honey, Things Have Changed. by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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Til Tonight Do Us Part 1 -LAK by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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She's a Handsome Woman by myxchemicalxkiss, literature

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She's a Handsome Woman

Innocence. x0x0x I lifted my head from my pillow and rubbed my eyes. I slowly sat up as my sight went black and I felt lightheaded. I quickly put my head back on my pillow. I don't wanna get up... I moaned in my head. I rolled over and ran my arms slowly over the covers I was drowning in. She wasn't there. I opened my eyeliner disaster called eyes and looked in the bed next to me. The plain white sheets were rustled and her pillow was worn in from her sleeping. I could tell she woke up earlier than me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes once again, looking at my fing

:LTFB Secret Chapter 2: by rachcedillo, literature

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:LTFB Secret Chapter 2:

=;Jon's POV;= A loud thud made my head turn away from the TV. And not only that... There's this black thing looming on something small... Okay, Ryan needs to eat more. Way more than what the skinny dude already does. And second, that bad vibe needs to go away. I know it will. But how? My eyes travelled the small space we have. And of course, the problem should end with what started it. I reached out and picked up one of our favorite tech and threw it back at Ryan. I walked the few steps to reach my friend and grabbed those thin shoulders - they're tense. "Whoa, whoa. Too much bad vibe in here dude! Tell me. Tell me now." Using a little bi

Let The Flames prt.27 by rachcedillo, literature

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Let The Flames prt.27

March 25 '08 =;Ryan's POV;= "Hey, it's Rachelle. I can't pick up right now so leave a message and blah, blah, blah. Beep!" If I wasn't freaking out right now, I would've smiled at her cute ways and her adorable laughter. This is stupid of me. How could I have not noticed? "Hey, it's me again pretty. Please pick up... Are you mad? I understand... Please, could we talk about it?" I bit my lip. Pick up, pick up, pick - "This inbox is full." And like that, the lines cut off. "Uggh! I'm so stupid!" I threw my phone across the floor. I don't care. Stupid, stupid, stupid! It was after Jon picked up my phone and it threw back at me that I notic

Contest entry for nicole by punkchick94, literature

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Contest entry for nicole

No. No! Stop it! I woke up to the screeching of the heart monitor. The once varying line was now straight and bloodcurdling, a sign of sure death. Tears sprung at my eyes immediately, as I shook his arm like he would wake up. When I opened them, he was there, his breathing at a painful halt, as doctors and nurses of all kinds rushed in all hasty type “Ry? Ryan?!” I screamed, waiting for my mind to reawaken and bring me back to his hospital room, as he slept calmly and peacefully. I closed my eyes and wished so hard that I thought my brain was going to just give up and shut down on me; nothing happened. When I opened them, he wa

IABWITBR Chapter 20 by redcherryninja, literature

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IABWITBR Chapter 20

**Half an Hour Later** “Oh, fuck,” I muttered as I dragged off my last layer of protection; my tee shirt. I was left in the exact same outfit I had started in; my dress. Kirby was not doing so well, either; she had been forced to pull off her dress and was shivering in her underwear. I noticed Ryan giving her extremely strange looks; she was wearing this pink lacy bra, if that had anything to do with anything. Nova was cuddled up to Brendon, left in nothing but the orange lingerie he had given her on her birthday. Brendon was jacketless and shoeless, but otherwise was doing fine. Ryan was shirtless, shoeless, and sockless, as

Like A Knife - Contest Entry by rachcedillo, literature

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Like A Knife - Contest Entry

Don't Forget To Remember Me... Pete was on his way over to Moony's place so they could both visit Ryan at the hospital. A box of Red Velvet muffins in one hand and his Sidekick on the other. Today is like any other day. "I'll be there soon okay?" He laughed as Moony asked him to hurry up. "Did you miss me that much?" A smile never seemed to leave his lips. And yes, Pete wishes that she did miss him. "I just want those muffins, thank you very much." It was like that between the two for the past twenty minutes. And now, it's nearing an hour. "No... You hang up Sunny." Pete grinned. He's always been a genius when it comes to pet names. "Yo

Hey Moon - Part 1 by PoisonedRosePetals, literature

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Hey Moon - Part 1

“What’ll it be, miss?” “Just a beer.” A cold beer appeared atop the counter. She smiled at the bartender. “Thanks.” He returned the smile, then went to the other end of the bar, refilling somebody’s shot glass with whiskey. The young woman with the beer wandered away to an empty booth, causing pairs of eyes belonging to both men and women to follow her slight frame. Many of the eyes dropped their gaze, but a few couldn’t help but keep staring, with the way the she was dressed-- A flowing siren red halter dress covered her frame, contrasting with her green eyes. Chocolate bro

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We Danced: Pete Wentz One Shot by PanicxFOBx4Everx, literature

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We Danced: Pete Wentz One Shot

All Your Wishes Will Sink Like Stones Slowly Down A Lonely Well I sat on my couch, sorting through my mail. Pete Wentz. Pete Wentz. Pete Wentz. I had learned to resent the name, despite it being my own. In fact, I hated myself. I hated everything about me, and I wasn’t quite sure if my life was worth living if that was the case. I had rolled suicide over in my mind numerous times now, only tried that one time that everybody heard about so many years ago. But now I felt it necessary, like I needed to take myself out of my misery before I hurt someone else. Pete Wentz. I read it over again, thinking to myself how much I wished that it

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Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Massachusetts.
Favourite genre of music: PATD. FOB. TBS. CS.
MP3 player of choice: My sacred iPod.
Favourite cartoon character: The mad hatter.
Personal Quote: "The clouds were crying for him."

Favourite Visual Artist

A lot.

Favourite Movies

The Notebook.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fall Out Boy. Panic at the Disco. Cobra Starship. Paramore. Taking Back Sunday. The Cab. Ludo.

Favourite Writers

Wentz. Ross.

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2.

Tools of the Trade

Pen. Paper. Chaotic thoughts. A strange outlook on life.

Other Interests

Music. Writing. Living.

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PanicxFOBx4Everx

Sep 26, 2008

Liars Turn Me On.

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Hey guys. Long time, no journal. Haha. Ive been really busy with everything lately; Im working on finishing one story at a time for the contest entries, and Ill work from first place downwards. Im still waiting ti hear about what you want if you think youve got an idea. But what Im really writing about is my new user account. Im still using this one, of course, but I thought it was time I tried writing a little more maturely for a while. This new user name is for pure fiction only; no fandoms of any sort. And I believe that I will only start one story on that accuont nuntil I finish it, as Ive learned not to start too many stories with so

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PanicxFOBx4Everx

Sep 3, 2008

I know you've all been waiting...

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For the winners of my contest!! I'll start with the writing category. 1st place goes to... ~rachcedillo (https://www.deviantart.com/rachcedillo)   Moony-Wentz! And the drawing portion... 1st place goes to... :iconPrettyOddApplesauce:  PrettyOddApplesauce!! You both get a 5 chapter story of your choice. You can tell me whatever you want about it...Characters, plot, setting, ect. Or, if you prefer, you can have me write it by myself [if you trust me]. But, just a heads up, Im better at writing realistic fiction/drama, rather than fantasy. But Ill do whatever you want me to. =] And, because I said Id have a second and third place prize, and there were only 3 entries in eac

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PanicxFOBx4Everx

Aug 22, 2008

Here I Am.

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Haha, here I am guys. Im sorry I didnt get to leave any comments or even look at any of the entries that were put up after Thursday until now. That would be because my lap top internet wont be fixed until the end of next week, because Im going to Maine this Saturday. So when my lap top gets fixed, Ill tell you the winner and Ill start on the prizes that you request. Im sooooo glad that you all took the time to enter, though! Ill update more soon, pinky promise. XOXO, Nicole. :heart:

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sunshinexx

Apr 18, 2009

hey! wow! we like the same kind of music! heheh! I dont know alot of people that like Ludo! they are AWESOME!

replaythiskiss

Sep 23, 2008

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Sep 24, 2008

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hey, this is kinda random but right now im listening to "it's time to dance" and it was ironic because replaythiskiss's things says "this is screaming photo op"

anyways, i love panic/fob so i was wondering if you'd like to be friends?

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LimeyLilo

Sep 1, 2008

DUDE ARE YOU EXCITED FOR FOLIE A DEUX OR WHAT?

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PanicxFOBx4Everx

Sep 3, 2008

HOLY FUCK YES! IM COUNTING THE DAYS UNTIL NOVEMBER 3RD AND 4TH!