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She’s Bleeding, She’s Bleeding. Verse 1- Somebody hide her away. She’s dying, dying. Somebody take her out. She’s lying, lying. This is the last thing I wanted. Watching her do this is just torture. Please, someone hide her. She’s crying now. She’s dying now. And I don’t know how to stop it. [She blames it on herself.] Chorus- Lost all intelligence. Turned into arrogance. She didn’t know what else to do. Shut her eyes and told herself lies. And now she’s helpless without you. She’s only bleeding. But she’s worth keeping. Anyway. [Anyway.] Her ignorance is my pain. Ver

Some of Us Just Get Lucky Chapter 1- Try and Fix This, Dear. I Dare You. This is a cruel, unfair life we all live in, but once in a while, we come across something special; something that makes all the hurt and worry quake in fear themselves; something that makes our hearts beat quite fast; it gets our blood pouring through our veins, which then seem as if they were dormant in comparison; something that takes over our bodies, our souls and our thoughts, as if it were a great criminal, breaking into the very frame of our existence. This something kindly takes a nightmare and trades it in for a sweet dream once it comes along, filled with h

Verse 1- Don't tell me you're sorry Because I know you're not. Don't pretend. I can see through that fake apology And it's my turn to get the last laugh. Looks like this love story just came to an end. Chorus- I watched our romance crash and burn, And not gracefully, I might add. I think there' something we both need to learn here, And it's that liars get nowhere. All they get is their fair share of misery. I hope you're prepared. Verse 2- Did you really think I wouldn't realize The insincerity behind those vacant eyes? Well, you though wrong, Dear. I'm going to tell you something, and there is no repeating. So I'll say it l

Verse 1- Here I am, and Sweetie, This is your last chance To say you're sorry. I believed you over and over again And I still don't understand That you're nothing but a liar. Sorry, Honey, But Things Are About To Change. Chorus- Lie after lie and tear after tear, I cry, But it's about time that I realized That I hate you. Sweetie, I hate you, And don't pretend you don't know why. Verse 2- I'm going to change this. There you arem and You look pretty damn clueless right now. Because, all of a sudden, I've forgotten how T play your little games. Your act was cute, but it's over now. So go ahead, giggle and take a bow. [Mig

‘Til Tonight Do Us Part 1 Like A Knife Side Series *Pete’s POV* “Come on, Patty.” I insisted through my cell phone. “It’ll be fun! And maybe you’ll meet someone.” “Parties just aren’t my thing, Pete. You know how shy I am.” Patrick objected, as he would do anything in his power to make me shut up and leave him to his lonely self. “It’s time for shy Patrick to come out of his shell and find a  new  Patrick. One who can talk to girls and go to parties all the time.” I said, trying desperately to convince him to accompany me there. “And I’ll be there to help you

Like A Knife Part 47 My cell phone went off and awoke me from an unpleasant sleep, filled with hopes of redemption. I just wanted him back. “Hello?” I asked groggily. “Cammykins?” I heard Brendon’s voice on the other side of the phone. “Yeah, Brennybear?” I wondered, knowing that he still hadn’t heard of Ryan’s…death. I choked the word out in my mind, with much hatred. “I can come pick you up now.” He told me. “Um, Brenny, I’m…I’m not there. I’m at Ry’s house.” I explained to him, gulping nervously. “Oh, they let him out already? That

Like A Knife Part 46 No. No! Stop it! I woke up to the screeching of the heart monitor. The once varying line was now straight and bloodcurdling, a sign of sure death. Tears sprung at my eyes immediately, as I shook his arm like he would wake up. “Ry? Ryan?!” I screamed, waiting for my mind to reawaken and bring me back to his hospital room, as he slept calmly and peacefully. I closed my eyes and wished so hard that I thought my brain was going to just give up and shut down on me; nothing happened. When I opened them, he was there, his breathing at a painful halt, as doctors and nurses of all kinds rushed in a hasty type of despe

Like A Knife Part 45 Ry had fallen asleep shortly after they had left. I couldn’t imagine the pain he was in; I knew that it was much worse than the heavy heart that I was experiencing now, and that alone was enough to make me double over in tears. Add numerous broken bones, some immense pain, some huge gashes all over my body and a hospital bed, and you could call me as good as Ryan. Almost as good as dead. His heart monitor was slowing. I looked at it, horribly worried, as I sat next to him. Brendon took my hand and pulled my closer to his warm chest, underneath a pink hoodie that I had seen in numerous pictures. He leaned into my ea

Like A Knife Part 44 After another hour and a half of waiting, the nurse was in our waiting room, telling us that everything was fine for us to come in. She didn’t seem in a rush at all, which made me terribly angry; my best friend for my whole life was at the risk of dying, lying on the hospital bed just as his father had years before, his will drowned and dead to press on. I just wanted to tell him how sorry I was for putting him through so much, all for nothing. Nothing except a place in Brendon’s arms. The clock read ten thirty when we walked into his room. Tears pooled in my eyes like rain in a hole in the sidewalk, already c

Like A Knife Part 43 I watched the ambulance speed out of sight, lights flashing violently to warn by passers of the urgency. As it disappeared out of sight, I let worried tears spill down my face from my eyes. He held me so close that I could nearly hear his heart beat. So close that we were breathing in unison; so close that I could have sworn I was melting into him. As I blinked back the tears and avoided his eyes, I felt him press him full lips firmly against my forehead, trying desperately to console me. But when I pulled away, I realized something horrifying that could haunt my dreams for years to come; I was not the only one in need o